Day 87 feels different.
Not because something dramatic happened today.
But because I can feel it – Day 90 is almost here.
And that awareness brings a mixture of emotions.
Excitement.
Gratitude.
Pride.
Reflection.
The Feeling of Nearing the Finish Line
There’s something powerful about reaching the last stretch of a journey.
When I started this 90-day mindfulness path, Day 90 felt far away. It felt like a big commitment – almost intimidating.
But today, standing at Day 87, I feel something else entirely.
I feel stronger.
Not perfect.
Not completely transformed.
But more aware.
More honest.
More intentional.
Growth That Happened Quietly
The biggest surprise of this journey is that the growth wasn’t loud.
It didn’t arrive with fireworks or instant changes.
It happened in:
• choosing peace on ordinary days
• facing doubt without quitting
• starting things I once postponed
• sitting with uncomfortable thoughts
• returning to the breath again and again
Small moments. Repeated.
That’s where the shift happened.
Excitement Without Pressure
As Day 90 approaches, I feel excited – but not restless.
There’s no rush to “finish strong.”
No pressure to prove anything.
Instead, there’s appreciation.
Appreciation that I stayed.
Appreciation that I continued even on hard days.
Appreciation that I chose growth over comfort many times.
And maybe the most beautiful part – I’m not waiting for Day 90 to validate me.
The journey itself has already changed me.
Becoming Someone I Trust
Day 87 makes me realise something deeper.
This journey was never about becoming someone new.
It was about reconnecting with the version of me that was always capable.
Capable of discipline.
Capable of courage.
Capable of softness and strength at the same time.
I trust myself more now.
And that feels bigger than any milestone.
What Day 87 Taught Me
• Consistency creates quiet transformation
• The finish line is a reflection, not the reward
• Growth feels subtle before it feels obvious
• Self-trust is the greatest outcome of discipline
Closing Reflection
Day 87 is filled with anticipation – but it’s calm anticipation.
I am proud of the journey.
I am grateful for the lessons.
I am excited for what lies beyond Day 90.
But most importantly – I am present.
Three days away and already transformed.
One mindful day at a time. 🤍✨
Unfiltered thoughts by Anu 