Day 63 of 90: Softening Into Trust

Today felt slower.

Heavier.

Quieter.r

It wasn’t about doing more.

It was about allowing less resistance.

When the Body Speaks Before the Mind

This morning, my body spoke clearly.

Fatigue.

A need to pause.

A request for gentleness.

The mind wanted to push through

to stay productive,

to keep going,

to prove something.

But mindfulness asked a different question:

What if rest is also progress?

Letting Go of the Inner Pressure

I noticed the subtle pressure I place on myself:

• to be calm all the time

• to be present without effort

• to grow without slowing down

Today, I chose to loosen that grip.

I didn’t force clarity.

I didn’t rush decisions.

I didn’t demand answers.

Instead, I allowed the day to unfold as it was.

Trusting the In-Between

There are seasons where nothing feels clear.

No big signs.

No loud confirmations.

Just quiet consistency.

Day 63 reminded me that the in-between is still part of the journey.

Roots grow underground.

Healing happens quietly.

Alignment doesn’t always announce itself.

Presence Without Productivity

Today’s mindfulness looked simple:

• sitting without checking the phone

• breathing without trying to change anything

• watching my children play without multitasking

• allowing silence to stay

There was no achievement.

Only awareness.

And that was enough.

Releasing Control, Gently

I noticed how often control disguises itself as care.

Trying to manage outcomes.

Trying to plan feelings.

Trying to predict tomorrow.

Today, I practiced letting go softly.

Not giving up.

Just giving space.

What Day 63 Taught Me

• Rest is not a setback

• Slowness can be sacred

• Trust doesn’t need proof

• I don’t have to understand everything today

• Being is enough

A Closing Whisper to Myself

I don’t need to rush this season.

I don’t need to hurry my healing.

I don’t need to be more than I am today.

Day 63 reminds me:

✨ Softness is strength.

✨ Trust grows in stillness.

✨ I am allowed to slow down.

Today, I rested my body.

I quieted my mind.

I trusted the pause.

And for now, that is enough. 🤍🌿

Published by Cinephileanu

Hi, I'm Anu! Originally from the beautiful hills of Uttarakhand (India), I now call Australia home. Moving countries wasn’t an easy journey – it came with its own set of challenges, goodbyes, and growing pains. But it also opened doors to new opportunities, friendships, and personal transformation. This blog is my little space to reflect, express, and share stories from everyday life — whether it's about adjusting to a new culture, lessons from motherhood, reflections on family back home, or just navigating this ever-changing world as a migrant woman. I believe growth happens when we step out of our comfort zones. And even though I miss my roots deeply, I’ve found joy in creating a new version of "home" here in Australia. When I’m not writing, I love relaxing with a coffee, diving into a good book, or enjoying moments with family and friends. ! Thanks for stopping by – I hope you find something here that resonates with you. Feel free to say hello or share your own story — I'd love to connect! 💛

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