Day 59 of 90 – Letting Go of Yesterday, Releasing Tomorrow & Returning to Now

Today was a day of reflection

I found my mind drifting sometimes into the past, sometimes into the future. Old memories, unfinished thoughts, imagined outcomes… all trying to pull my attention away from the present moment.

And then it became clear: the only place life is actually happening is right now.

When the Mind Travels Too Far

The past carries memories some comforting, some heavy. The future carries hopes, plans, and worries. Today, I noticed how easily the mind jumps between the two, forgetting the present altogether.

Thinking about the past brought emotions that no longer needed my energy. Thinking about the future brought expectations I couldn’t control. Neither gave me peace.

The Gentle Realisation

In the middle of these thoughts, a gentle realisation surfaced:

I don’t need to fix yesterday.

I don’t need to control tomorrow.

I only need to be present today.

The moment I returned my awareness to my breath, my surroundings, and what was in front of me, my body relaxed. The mind softened. The noise settled.

Choosing Presence Over Overthinking

Today wasn’t about stopping thoughts it was about not following them.

Each time my mind wandered, I gently brought it back:

• to my breath

• to what I was doing

• to this exact moment

And with every return, I felt calmer.

Gratitude for Awareness

I’m grateful today for:

• the awareness to notice my thoughts

• the reminder that now is enough

• the peace that comes with presence

• the ability to return to myself

Mindfulness isn’t about perfection. It’s about returning again and again.

Living One Moment at a Time

Day 59 taught me that peace lives in the present not in memories, not in worries, not in imagined futures.

I choose to live today fully.

This moment is enough.

And so am I. 🤍✨

Published by Cinephileanu

Hi, I'm Anu! Originally from the beautiful hills of Uttarakhand (India), I now call Australia home. Moving countries wasn’t an easy journey – it came with its own set of challenges, goodbyes, and growing pains. But it also opened doors to new opportunities, friendships, and personal transformation. This blog is my little space to reflect, express, and share stories from everyday life — whether it's about adjusting to a new culture, lessons from motherhood, reflections on family back home, or just navigating this ever-changing world as a migrant woman. I believe growth happens when we step out of our comfort zones. And even though I miss my roots deeply, I’ve found joy in creating a new version of "home" here in Australia. When I’m not writing, I love relaxing with a coffee, diving into a good book, or enjoying moments with family and friends. ! Thanks for stopping by – I hope you find something here that resonates with you. Feel free to say hello or share your own story — I'd love to connect! 💛

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