Day 46, 47 48 & 49 of My Mindfulness Journey A Journey Back to Inner Joy, Presence & Simple Living

When this travel began, I felt something I hadn’t felt in a long time a deep sense of happiness and calm rising from within. Not excitement driven by plans or destinations, but a quiet, steady joy that flowed from the inside out. It felt as if my mind finally exhaled.

This trip to Mudgee and Dubbo became more than a holiday. It became a reminder of who I am when I slow down, when I let go of constant doing, and when I allow myself to simply be.

A Shift Before the Journey Even Began

Even before reaching our destination, I noticed a change within myself. The usual mental noise softened. My body felt lighter, my breath deeper, and my heart calmer. I realised how long it had been since I truly felt relaxed without guilt, without rushing, without expectations.

Mindfulness doesn’t always arrive through discipline. Sometimes it arrives through permission permission to pause, to rest, and to feel good again.

Living Slowly, Feeling Deeply

Our stay was peaceful and comfortable, allowing us to enjoy life at an unhurried pace. There was no rush to check off places or follow strict schedules. Instead, we chose presence.

One of the most memorable experiences was visiting Dubbo Zoo. Watching the children’s excitement, observing animals in their natural rhythm, and walking through open spaces reminded me of something very simple yet powerful:

Nature never rushes, yet everything gets done.

It was grounding. Healing. Refreshing.

The Beauty of Small Moments

On the way, we stopped at a charming café. Warm drinks, good food, and unfiltered conversations made the moment special. These simple pauses often unplanned became the most meaningful memories.

I realised that joy often hides in ordinary moments:

sitting together without checking the time sharing laughter over meals listening without needing to respond enjoying silence without discomfort

This is mindfulness in its truest form.

Redefining My Practice

During these three days, my regular mindfulness routines shifted. There wasn’t a fixed meditation time or detailed journaling session and that was okay.

Instead, mindfulness showed up as:

choosing rest without guilt being emotionally present with family allowing joy without questioning it observing my thoughts without attachment

I learned that mindfulness is not about perfection or consistency in form it’s about consistency in awareness.

Family Time as a Sacred Practice

Spending uninterrupted time with family and friends felt deeply nourishing. Laughter flowed easily. Conversations felt lighter. There was warmth, connection, and shared presence.

I realised that family time itself is a powerful form of meditation. It grounds you in love, reminds you of what truly matters, and fills emotional spaces that routines alone cannot reach.

Coming Back, Carrying Calm

Last day was about returning home.. but not returning to the same mindset.

As the travel ended, I noticed something beautiful: the calm stayed with me. I didn’t feel the usual heaviness of “getting back to routine.” Instead, I felt grounded, grateful, and more centred.

This day was about gently settling back, unpacking not just bags but experiences, emotions, and learnings. I took moments of silence, reflected on how peaceful my mind felt, and promised myself to carry this softness forward.

Gratitude That Feels Rooted

I am deeply thankful for:

feeling happy and relaxed after a long time safe travels and meaningful memories moments of deep presence and connection the reminder that life can be simple and fulfilling

These days taught me something powerful:

Happiness doesn’t come from doing more.

It comes from slowing down and allowing life to meet you.

Moving Ahead with Awareness

As I step into the next phase of my 90-day journey, I do so with a lighter heart. I am not chasing peace anymore I am learning to choose it, moment by moment.

Life feels gentler.

My thoughts feel kinder.

And my journey continues one mindful breath at a time.

Grateful. Grounded. Present. 🤍

Thank you, universe. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Published by Cinephileanu

Hi, I'm Anu! Originally from the beautiful hills of Uttarakhand (India), I now call Australia home. Moving countries wasn’t an easy journey – it came with its own set of challenges, goodbyes, and growing pains. But it also opened doors to new opportunities, friendships, and personal transformation. This blog is my little space to reflect, express, and share stories from everyday life — whether it's about adjusting to a new culture, lessons from motherhood, reflections on family back home, or just navigating this ever-changing world as a migrant woman. I believe growth happens when we step out of our comfort zones. And even though I miss my roots deeply, I’ve found joy in creating a new version of "home" here in Australia. When I’m not writing, I love relaxing with a coffee, diving into a good book, or enjoying moments with family and friends. ! Thanks for stopping by – I hope you find something here that resonates with you. Feel free to say hello or share your own story — I'd love to connect! 💛

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